Boy, what a couple of days!

Phew, man have I gone through some ups and downs the past couple days, I almost feel like I want to talk like a valley girl and say "like, oh my god" if you get that kind of humor.

Anyway, I've got tons of stuff to write about, my next post is going to be a real long one, I'm gonna take a nap now and give myself a moment to let it all kind of settle and sink in so I can digest it a little and write about it, but I think I'm breaking some new ground. Sorry about that last posting being such a garbled mess, it's hard to explain but my brain was shutting itself down as a defense mechanism against the anxiety and traumatic emotions I was feeling.