Feeling weird

I'm feeling pretty weird, feelings of depersonalization, like things aren't quite real. I'm also feeling a little paranoid. I accidentally slept through taking my morning dose of Xanax, so I just totally missed that dose, which may be part of the reason I feel this way.

I forgot to mention in my last post that the reason we switched from Symbyax to just plain Zyprexa was to decrease how often my moods swing. The theory is that an anti-depressant can cause faster cycling for bipolar people.