Thinking about closing up shop...

I'm thinking about closing up shop on this blog. I've worked hard to help myself, and to take what I have learned along the way and pass it along to others who are going through the same thing.

But I've been increasingly coming to a point where I can no longer "practice what I preach". I feel it's wrong for me to keep trying to help people when I no longer have the desire or ability to be helped myself. I'm finding it is much harder for me to encourage others when all I really want to say is stay away from me, I'm losing it, becoming suicidal, and I don't want to drag you down with me while you're trying to pull yourself up.