Tuesday, February 17, 2004
I wish it wasn't so hard... so close yet so far away
I wish it wasn't so hard to go through all of this without any close friends... I mean close in the sense of distance. I have some good friends out there, who mean a lot to me, some who will chat away with me for hours on the internet... I get so sick of being in this small town where I find it hard to meet any new friends. All of the people I would call real friends live in distant states. I really wish I had a real friend I could call up and just say "hey, lets go for a walk or hang out".
It's very tempting to pack my bags, hop in my truck, and head out to all the states my internet friends live in just to have a chance to hang out and laugh and have a good time in real life. I wish I hadn't lost my job and ended up in serious debt so that I could at least afford the opportunity to indulge myself and hit the road for a week or so, but I need every penny I have to get by, not to mention to try and pay for the treatment I need. Hehe, maybe I should buy some lottery tickets lol.
It's very tempting to pack my bags, hop in my truck, and head out to all the states my internet friends live in just to have a chance to hang out and laugh and have a good time in real life. I wish I hadn't lost my job and ended up in serious debt so that I could at least afford the opportunity to indulge myself and hit the road for a week or so, but I need every penny I have to get by, not to mention to try and pay for the treatment I need. Hehe, maybe I should buy some lottery tickets lol.
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