Pacing

Last night before I finally fell asleep I kept pacing back and forth, like I had energy to do something but, even though there were many things I could have done, I couldn't slow down and do any of them. That happens to me a lot. It's a horrible feeling almost, kind of like being all dressed up with no place to go, just pacing back and forth wishing my body would fall asleep. Anyway, I picked up a fiction book at the bookstore and I'm going to try reading that to fall asleep tonight, I used to always read before going to bed, and I hope it works tonight.